In my head II

feels like losing my sanity.
still try to grab it, clinging to it like a beast.
going to be a madman? no option.

must keep sanity.
try to laugh - that keeps off madness.

like a laughing clown, crying behind his masquerade.
getting on stage for some applause, making people laugh, bringing joy to them.

but as "who watches the watchers" - "who cheers up the clown?"..?

anyway - new day, new try.
new input. bad input. honest input. clear input.
clearing up thing makes life more straight.
and helps keeping up sanity.

looking forward

BA